Woke up barely in time to have a couple lattes to go with my breakfast enchiladas. Mmmm... Now that's eating for the road! I threw a pear and some cereal bars in my pack and headed out.
The Goal: 40 miles
The Plan: West Mesa Long Loop
Mental State: Ready to roll and overconfident
We're in a buildup phase here at High Desert Racing, meaning
I'm in a buildup phase, being the sole member of the team. But I managed to talk a friend into this little venture. It was as easy as saying "Hey, it'll be fun..."
Most folly starts that way, I'm sure.
So we begin executing The Plan. It's five miles to the river and then there's a long one and a half, maybe two mile climb up 300-400 feet up to the mesa top overlooking the Mesilla Valley. From there the plan is simple: ride, turn left, ride, turn left, ride, turn left, ride some more.
Couldn't get any simpler, could it? Up on the mesa there is generally nothing but long straight roads. Only problem was the particular directions they go, after doubling back on ourselves with the first two left turns. We end up getting dumped back into the valley about 15-20 miles from town. My compadre, being smarter than me, announces at our last rest break before descending back into the valley that he is calling for a pick up. At this point, I'm still thinking "I can make it". Yeah. Uh huh.
Rides between 15-20, maybe even 25 have become somewhat of a staple. I've even done another nice long loop that ended up being 35 miles. Rock and roll. I'm thinking "50 can't be so bad... I can do this". We ride on to the pick up point and we're early. I decide to press on. After all, I haven't even done my 40. My friend has, but I lacked the few miles he got a head-start with, so I felt like I needed to prove something.
I'm sure most folly continues that way.
So I ride on, and the miles don't seem to be clicking by so fast. There are several little towns that need to be ridden through. In between, it's cars and trucks passing at 50 mph with no bike lane on a two-lane road. Not my favorite riding conditions. Finally, the aching in my legs and a certain desire to stand in the saddle caught up with my foolish ambition. Hoping my friends weren't far off yet, I texted my friends and asked for a ride. One minute later they pulled up. Nice service!
I hit stop on the GPS and read the mileage -- just over 40. Though I will admit they offered to drive home at 10 mph just to make it look good. But no, I could never do that. Well, unless I was so exhausted I just forgot to turn it off... But then I'd edit out the in-vehicle miles later if that happened. Hey, so far this race team has perfect continuity in terms of ethics. Whatever I do, no matter how bad it sucks, I'll stick to what happened, not what I wish had happened.
So I got dropped at home, legs really screaming at this point. Check the photo below for a candid look at how I felt. Yes, that is my own dog laughing at me.

On the bright side though, I was given leftovers from a pancake breakfast. And a bit later another friend came by with a growler of Stout from High Desert Brewing Company. The day was just getting better and better. At least the pain had stopped anyway.
I'll take the 40. I'm happy. I met my personal goal for the day, but
WTF? How am I going to pull 50, much less the 82 miles of a one-loop pass at the
San Ysidro Dirty Century? How do people do the full 123-mile full two loops? I'm fricken delusional if I think I can do this.
¡Ay, caramba! This is a team in crisis.
The plan may need modification. Alternatives may have to be explored. Passive voice may have to be used in the writing of this blog.
The bottom line is that I'm not going to get a 2X performance increase over the span of the next 5-6 weeks. That's ok though. I'm an engineer. Time to set the mind to work and find a set of problems and start solving them. I might even use
science. Perhaps even logic and reason... But I don't want to overdo it. There's room for much foolish thinking yet. Plus I should never underestimate the motivational power of a beer after a long day's ride.
Clearly though, the road to success is going to involve lots of riding.